I'm waking up on the wrong side of the internet to begin with-Right now C and I's communication is great, but it's also 'Mission first-family second'. As it has been, as it will be till hubs leaves the Army. I'm bitter about that. I want to be first. Or at least first and a half. I'm tired of sitting on GChat all night till I can't keep my eyes open, only to sign off with silence. I'm tired of asking for an email and not getting it--he has the internet, so I'm not going crazy psycho wife on this one. I'm not asking for a love letter, extolling all his deepest thoughts and desires, I'm asking for a 'good night, sorry i was busy doing work, i'll make it up to you'. Just one line.
And I realize that the previous paragraph is ridiculous, and that I should be happy with what I have. I am very happy that he's in a safe area and that he has internet and is able to talk as much as he is. But if this is the quality, I almost wish we had less communication.
Up and at em-- gotta get the house clean. My parents come in Saturday. My dad has to leave the next day, but my mom will stay for awhile. They're helping me set up the house and figure out what to do with my yard. They're also bringing C's truck so I don't have to wake up at 4 to take him to work.